Lately I keep having the same reoccurring thought: I want more.  More of what, I really don’t know. But there has to be more than this.  More than this life I am living, which now, seems ill fitting for who I am now and almost monotonous.   Which is funny considering all the getaways and vacations I have had in the last year.  How is such a crazy, busy life feel so mind numbing and empty sometimes?!

I know I avoid change, because it’s hard. And after the the massive life altering change that is divorce, you tend to have a little PTSD-esque scarring from change.  But maybe I need change now. Maybe it’s time to face some fears and find out what I really want out of this life…



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